the secondary four classes were filled with quite a bit of nervousness today. okay, actually a lot. we all got back our OLevels Chinese Examinations Results. i totally forgot about it, till KaiLing told me last night, and at the moment when she told me, i was like: OHMY. serious, everyone [or rather most] have been worried since i don't know when (maybe 29th May) but i wasn't. It was only till 11.45am, did i start to panick and break out in cold sweat. really, i was c.o.l.d. my hands were really icy.
and then, the results came at 12.25 (my teacher was late) and she said.. "13 B3s, no distinction" but she was satisfied, and so were the majority. well, i was, honestly, but i felt i could do better, and may want another shot at it. but then again, people are asking me.. are you sure you wanna retake? retake- lower chance skip- miss the hope of maybe doing better
i hate these kinda decisions. i really don't know what i'm up to lah, honestly. my a math's no good, but what if i suddenly turn things round, but then i have no time to practice cause i'm doing chinese compre (yes, =.= i know) okay, maybe i shouldn't retake, and focus on the other subjects. well, i did tell myself last time, below B3, retake. this is a B3.. so should i retake? AHHH. maybe i shouldn't let people affect my choices. no not maybe. i won't.
the rest of the day went fine, just that i cannot stand the way my family goes out shopping/window shopping at times. actually, whenever we go shopping, one person (or the majority) would go back with black faces. really black, and they get all moody and moodswingy and damn, you just feel like boxing that particular person/people.
i gotta plan out a timetable soon. i need to get my ass started on revision for both my prelims and my Os. Today, mrs lim gave me the june's O level chem paper section A as a test, and i managed to do about 3/4 of it pretty well. i know i can do it, cause it wasn't that bad.. i will be able to do it!
120806 is tomorrow.. and i believe... oh yup, thanks KaiLing & Felicia!
congrats to all the distinction people. you guys really deserved it (:
at 9:30 PM
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