She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i realise i get moody if i miss people too much :(
maybe i should tell myself that i shouldn't miss people too much :(
i realise that i've been blogging too little recently :(
ok whatever, that was just very.. random..
but seriously lahh, i think that i shouldn't miss people too much.. esp close buddies and loved ones and blahs. i realise that it's making my mind work doubly hard. and when you miss people, you get fricking emo. but don't come calling me an emo kid cause honestly, you're one too! :P everyone has their emo side. lalalaleee.
so the day went kinda weird.
wierd in the sense that they are actually behaving like nothing happened last night. well, it is a good thing. but then again. we ain't playing.. they think we are.. too bad.. we're not! and you gotta face it. we're gonna show you! we are, cause i believe.
was fricking high and hyped up in church today.
thanks to the woman, tara, renee & fellow church mates (:
i have a thing for babies [i realised that a long time ago, but just re-emphasizin heh] and babies love me too! [hah, ok that was so bhb, but kinda true leh. bleah!]
oh and Chris said some random gossip thing, which was so outdated and 3-yearish plus ago thing. BOOBOO. lousy :P
it feels gooood to be happy again! only certain health issues kinda makes me worried & freaked but.. it really feels good to be happier! after the past 4 days of terrible terrible trauma [thanks to them] it feels good to be my usual self again!
and that means i gotta start catching up on all the days i've left study-less.
i gotta focus even more as the prelims are a week closer. if im not wrong, i have 23 days left [w.e.f monday] which is about 3 weeks and 2 days. If i don't start now, i'd regret.
once again, i want to say thank yous..
my life was never 'wrong' or 'depressing' cause i have love around me.
its really the mighty work of God that makes me happy again.
and also.. thank God for my lovely buddies and GREAT friends and loved one (:
<3 MATT;KL;XUN;CLARE;FELI<3
oh yeah, and i love Jesley too (:
i don't care, i'm going to do well.
and i've honestly decided. i really wanna go do VISUAL COMM IN TP.
mum, dad, please respect it.
the whole 13 points and below thing is bullshit. i just wanna get my ass into VC.
i want to.. really.
my life ain't that bad after all.
had yummy yong tau fu at Bedok today.
I WAN MY NEW PHONE :( GODPA!!!
at 5:47 PM