She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
SO many things happened today! And yes.. char was/is freaking emo.
then again.. thank you to all those who showed concern during PE and before the moe survey. i felt LOVED. lol. okay so char has decided.. i'm not going to care anymore. she can go and be a bitch and bitch all she want and make me lose my friends.. but char won't care anymore. and the reason is... *drumrolls* I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.
facing reality, i know i'll lose out cause i don't stuck up to people if i don't have any friends.. and i just watch her take them all away from me. i won't do anything cause i know that my true friends will stay. Thoes who choose to hang out with her will sooner or later realise that she's not as angelic as they think she is. I won't wanna warn them, cause if i do, they will probably think i'm jealous.
oh by the way, not giving a shit applies to the situations when i don't have pms.
if i do, just know that i will be back to my normal, emo-less, crazy self by the time it all ends, sadly.. some people forget that, even her. sigh, i'm really very upset and disappointed.. i bottle everything up only to let it out now [thanks to fucking pms].
if not, do you really think I'm like this?
my true friends know i'm not, and that's what fucking matters.
so if you don't know me, don't assume, cause when you do, you make an ass out of yourself.
goodbye-
at 5:48 PM