She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
``what about me?
i can't sleep [and no, it's not cause i drank coffee or i'm mugging for some test].
i hate the whole idea of pms-ing. i hate the whole idea of being alone [esp when i'm like this]. sometimes i just feel like calling up a buddy to talk to, but then again, sometimes i just wished there was someone here already. yes i know i'm selfish, but then again, i really do need someone here. my one and only solution was to turn to my blog.. and pour everything out over here.
i'm fed up. i'm tired.
really tired of everything.
sometimes i wished i was more ferocious and defending of my own friends. but then again, i can't be that evil and possessive. but then again, what do i gain from being miss-oh-so-nice and give way to everyone..? and the saddest thing is that my friend(s) don't even bother to do anything, and proof what is right. Instead, they choose to go the easy way out.
it really hurts to see your friends walk away one moment, and then come back the next and be your great buddies again. it's all because of one person. it's really unfair.
i feel like writing a letter to that bitch, but not yet.
whether she accepts it or not, i know one thing.
i'm not the one with the problem.
i am going to try and fight for what rightfully belongs to me.
for now, i rest my case.
at 11:52 PM