Thursday, September 14, 2006
HELLO.
the day was so erm.normal? woke up.. studied a bit.. slacked.
sigh, maybe it really slack too much. like what the t00t is wrong with me?
i feel so terrible lah.. like i haven't prepared enough.
people say i've done enough, some said it's not that bad.
but is it really true that i have done enough?
i don't feel that i've done so.
i'm thinking so lowly about myself.
lowselfESTEEM.
why can't have have a HUGE self esteem
eh is there such a thing as HUGE self esteem. it should be high self esteem right.
rahh. who cares.
i'm trying to stay happy & leave it in the hands of the Lord.
but then again, i can't deny that i'm worried.
sigh.
when i sat for the eng prelim papers, i didn't feel anything. i didn't feel any urgency
or whatsoever.
it just felt like any other paper.
not the PRELIMS.
just a paper.
dang.
there is something wrong with char-
oh yeah. Jasmine's out.
between those 2..
I hope Jonathan will win.
but i have a feeling that...
ah, leave it to the media-