She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i sorta screwed up my practical today. i was totally stoned, and i wished that didn't happen. somehow, at the last minute i managed to alter some readings, and the gradient was about the same as some people.. and at least mine was negative [which is correct].. so i hope Mrs Ong would be nice.. and don't mark me down that much. i'll have no papers tomorrow, but that doesn't mean i can slack :( chem practical's on Friday and i haven't really studied a lot. [to some it is a lot, but to me I felt that it was really damn pathetic lah]
me and my LOWSELFESTEEM
and that shittinglySUCKS-
and it had been decided.. i'm going to stay at my grandaunt's house for the next couple of years. and the best part about this is that my godbrothers will be there from morning till evening! now that's something great, cause it'll be really fun to have them in the house & you know, take care of them. i just simply love kids =) although I can't have my own room [it's like 8 people living in one house, yes it's that crazy], life won't be much of a difference. the only difference would be that i won't have a study room :( but the living room there is bigger & the view is simply AWESOME [no joke] and they are going to upgrade the toilet [i think?] so it's not that bad lah! and besides, TP has a swimming pool and i'll still live beside the reservoir so i guess i'll still stay fit ah! the only thing i'm scared off would be if they all quarrel. damn, that's like.. going to be frequent? you know, disagreements & all that crap. though we don't stay together, they always complain about each other, what if now, they are like staying together?! sigh old fashion people.. everything must also go their way lah.
and younger brothers and fathers just pisses me off at times. selfish brats.
and have i also mentioned that sisters & mothers pmses are BAD lah.
i realise i seriously need to go somewhere else to studyy.
i CANNOT FOCUS AHHHH-
at 5:40 PM