She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Monday, October 30, 2006
hey everyone.
sorry for the previous short post. i wasn't in the mood to blog, and well, things weren't good. well, i'm not saying that today's any better. last night was a disaster, and i mean it. totally horrendous, and i'd never wanna speak to him ever again. a note to girls, i recommend you put your friendster profiles to high security modes. seriously, never let anyone get your contacts etc. [especially if you leave your email on your profile page] so yup, i must warn all you dearest female viewers of my blog. i'm sure you won't wanna end up like me. i'm not going to blog about it, but then again, i'm just telling you to be very very careful. don't worry, my situation isn't life and death matters, but it's bad enough to give you a terrible nightmare.
but thank you matt and xun for really helping me get over that stupid problem. it was scary okay. me facing that "monster" at this time of my life. haha, it's really that bad. i love you guys for being there for me!
tried to study real hard today, but i couldn't get my mind of that. it's a terrible feeling lah - wanting to study, yet your mind can't handle. i just feel like going on a holiday. damn this whole life of mine. i'm hating the fat Os. i don't even know how the chemistry practical would go tomorrow. i'm just crossing my fingers, study at my optimum, and leave the rest to God.
i need a holiday.
i need a holiday.
played a bit of gunbound with xun just now. it was super hilarious.
if only i could enjoy studying as much as games.
and i miss my nfs: most wanted.
damn, i miss entertainment.
once the fat Os are over.
nothing's gonna stop me. well, only one thing might.
chem practical is tomorrow.
wish me all the best!
at 7:14 PM