She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Monday, October 2, 2006
CRASHED.
charmaine's car has crashed out.
she feels so lost & doesn't know where to go.
and she asked herself, "what am i left with?"
she looks at her schedule...
its
- less than a month to practicals
- less than 5 weeks to the real big thing
and she had to crash out?!
char's at the pit stop,
watching her bashed up car lying in the garage.
it ain't just her car that was bashed up, so was her heart.
she had so much to do, yet she couldn't pull herself up.
one of her best racing circuit - and she screwed it up
she watched her fellow racers catch up and sped ahead.
none of them looked back, except for some.
but char thought, wouldn't they lose the race, just because of her?
she was once in front
but cause of this
char's behind now
goals were missed
she's stuck
she's lost
where should she go?
and the race is ending
can she cope?
THANKS MATT;CLARE;MIKE & XUNNY-
if it wasn't for the 4 of you today, i'd still be crying.
char was never a quitter {she blogged about this a few posts back}
but now, she's lost and she needs some push,
and rest assured that by then, she'll be back on track.
thanks my friends
and my loved ones too
i'll try to join you guys
and overtake my rivals too
the rivals are laziness and complacency
just one crash-out,
and they did this to me
but i know i'd one day
conquer them with victory.
thank you Lord for everything
you've brought me through all thick and thin
i will surrender my all and give everything to you
Lord give me strength,
i'll bring you honour
i know i'll succeed - with you by my side
Lord i love you - my one and only guide
all i need is just a few days.
i will be back to my normal self.
to my loved ones, friends and God: i really do love you (:
thanks for everything-
[sad things aside, here's what i got from a friend's blog :D hope it's useful]
Couple's Manual
one: Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he orshe is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has hadher implants removed! Give ur gal a break andunderstand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt hasalready been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each otherfor what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.
two: Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? Thisworks with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about!When u stop talking to each other from the heart,it's the beginning of the end.Do stuff together.Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccer with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleepin 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for"that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!
three: Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much ofa fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy...There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway .
four: Show ur love.
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now and then, even if u have been together for 5 years.It's wonderful to continue showing someone that ucare for him or her. Cook him a special meal,paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear, buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.
four: Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself ifshe thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is bout respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.
five: Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring upthe happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, itwould jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys,don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy andshe might think that u saying all this b'cos u aregonna get back with ur ex or not interested in heranymore.
six: Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at thebeginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna gothrough ur partner's mail and cupboard, andeavesdropping on conversations, u know somethingis wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.
seven: Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.
done guys
love you all (:
at 6:04 PM