She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Monday, October 23, 2006
I HATE NIGHTMARES!!
and it felt so freaking real. dammit?! i never thought that the consequences of worrying for someone could be as bad as getting a FREAKING NIGHTMARE.
caused me to wake up at about 2+am..
and at the same time, an sms came
{argh, remembering that moment really makes me shiver}
so yeah, it was matt..
smsed etc.
so yeah, somethings didn't go well today. i admit, it wasn't only one party's fault.
so yep.. i'm sorry. but uhh, the fact is, you're to blame more..
OKAY WHATEVER.
at least its over..
so yup, i studied today..
a bit of e and a math for the day
and chem & ss after dinner.
4 subs a day.. that's my plan..
i realise timetables don't work out for me. so i'm not gonna spend time doing up another timetable as i could spend that time mugging on some science.
but the sad thing is - my passion for Geog. it's gone down the drain..
byebye my geography.
that relationship seems to be
gone- with a snap of a finger
but that doesn't mean i'm not working hard for it
i still would, but it would mean putting in 5times more of effort
i missed those days i could score As for it.
i missed the year i topped the level for C.humanities.
why can't i do it now..
everything has changed.
dinner's coming soon
so i might start studying at about..
7.30?
so..
7.30-9.30 => chemistry
then 9.30-11pm=> social studies
yup, i better get my focus right
now it's not the time to brood over a
fricking shitty shit shat subject..
char's out (:
love you all.
at 6:47 PM