She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
hey everyone.
last night was bad, bad, bad. another fight between my parents & i. to be honest, i never thought things would have been this bad. i didn't even expect my dad to raise his voice at me. it was so unpredictable, so unfortunate, so depressing. cause of this, i couldn't study well, even today. i don't study a lot, so you can imagine how my "couldn't study well" standard would be lah. all those yells, all the hurting words, is this really a loving family, as many people "observed"? to be honest, it's barely there.
but now i'm happ-ier
and i wanna thank four people [though only 2 managed to be there for me last night] for making a BIGBIG difference in my life. these 4 peoples are made up of 2 HEs and 2 SHEs.. and without them.. i think i'd written my will.. and i'll see you soon.
``if some stars collide and explode, they can never be seen again
-SHE
the very first time we met, i was in pri 6, and she in pri 5. the one and only thing that brought us together as friends, was Church. at first, we werent close, but now.. without her, my heart would not be full. although we meet once a week, this friendship bond got even stronger,
maybe because the "connection" was there. we went through quite a bit, but we never fought. we tried to understand each other.. and in the end, we ended up somewhat like each other. we crapped together, got all random together.. we shared our sorrows together.. we chilled by the beach together. i'm glad that she's part of my life.. and i know i'm as important to her as she is to me. i'm proud to be her best friend, and i know that we will last! love you woman!
-HE
we never spoke -> we spoke a little -> we crapped so much -> we're good good buds
without him, i think i'd laugh only half of what i'm laughing now. without him, i'd never known some lame facts i'd never noticed were important. he is one friend who never let me down, only on rare occasions. i love having meals with this buddy here, and i just love hanging out with him.. even though it may be just me and him sometimes.. we crap so much.. i get over things so easily.
sometimes he doesnt know that his words could help another.. and he doesn't know that these words can impact lives, thus he gets all humble, and wanting to live too simply. YET.. i'm so glad that i got this friend.. one who doesn't dare to say "love you!".. yet shows his love more than many guy-friends do.. i'm thankful for this friend.. one who cares for me, and i care for him as much too. we may never end up talking much in the future, as he had always aimed to do science in JC, and i.. something else. but one thing i know.. is that it is a STRONG friendship.. not sealed by just a friendship.. but sealed with love.
i'll never forget the good times..thank you buddy(:
-SHE
sisters?
firewomens?
this is one sentimental, caring.. angelic.. tolerating sister. always there for me.. i can't help but laugh foolishly at ourselves for letting others get in our way. since sec 2, she has been there for me.. not because we knew each other long ago.. but the fact that we were both outgoing, and firm of what we want.. what type of friendship we wanted. what type of love we have.. and how much care and concern we give each other.
i'd always wished i'd swapped houses with her... and i'd always wish we could meet more often.. hang out in school more often. but i'm proud to say that.. these trails are just hurdles we hafta jump across together. with each other's strength and determination.. i know we can.
we prayed.. and we made it to the same class in sec3.
now, we're both aiming for HCJC. HAHA.
-nahh that's a joke-
we may end up in the same poly..
even the same jc - who knows?
life is unpredictable.. but i know our sistership isn't.
we study together.
we BUDGET together.
we tried to splurge in retail therapies - failed.
we eat A LOT together.
most importantly..
we love each other <3
- HE
since the very day we became friends.. i knew something was up.
he was 'different'.. true, he was a pai kia.. but then again.. there was something in him.. just something in him, that made me realise how vulnerable and gentlemanly he could be. he appeared strong.. but deep inside.. he was shattered.
so we both picked each other up.
we moved on together.. sharing love..
and along with faith and trust..
we nailed it.
now we have made friends with each other's friends.
we've sailed through stormy seas.
we've seen lightning, thunder.. even earthquakes.
but we held on.
a soulmate. a companion. a partner.
what more could i ask for?
my motivation..
my helper..
my love..
everything.
now he's different - he's changed for the better.
he always thanked me for that, but he didn't know..
i should thank him even more.
he's made me a stronge person..
and someone who's now standing tall.
someone whose character has improved..
he made me happy - an angel sent from God.
we will not fail.
we will fly together..
with God lifting us..
with wings of faith,
hope,
and love (:
the phone calls.
the emails..
the fun times..
the movies..
the meals..
the presents..
the comforts..
the happiness u bring..
thank you.
i may have only one life..
but i know.. i have at least 4 loves..
thank you Lord.
i'll treasure the people in my life ^^
i LOVE you all!
at 8:28 PM