She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Friday, December 1, 2006
hey guys.
it's my 100th post, and if i recall correctly, when i was using my previous blog, the 100th post was a really happy one. guess this time it really contradicts everything. just got a scolding from my maid for not putting the newspapers properly... when it was at the same place, only it looked like someone had opened them - isn't that the function of a newspaper? sigh.
i was suppose to go out today, with 2 ppl i really love.. one was suppose to collect my handphone, and the other (or even both) to spend the evening to night at the beach & having steamboat.
but in the end, no handphone, no fun at the beach, no lovely food.. and the best of all... no company. great, isn't it.
yst was the worse job hunting experience ever, and practically the entire day didn't go well for me.. at all. the morning was filled with ppl fighting and one of them swearing at the top of her voice and cursing someone else. my brother came to my bed, woke me up and told me.. and i was in total shock, i tell you. why are adults so childish. they taught us to be respectful, and don't use curse words etc.. but damn, aren't they doing the same thing? what the hell has become of this world? God tells us to love, be understanding, trust etc. but everyday, we see hurt, pain, backstabbings and the list goes on even more...
on the way back from the job hunting (which honestly sucks cause there were so many ah lians and the job was some 3months contract shit AGAIN)... i decided to be nice, and buy 3 bbq chicken wings - for john, jarett and i. then i got a call from my sis.. saying that the motorola service centre called and told her that my phone repair has been delayed, not for one week, not two... but THREE FREAKING WEEKS. i was in uber shock state, cause that means i gotta use a retarded, laggy, weak batt N8250 for another 3 weeks (can't blame it cause its really old). screw motorola services.. im damn disappointed and pissed off.
when i came home, i thank my bro and cousin for being so understanding, which is eating 1 chicken wing each, and saving the last one for me (usually they just gobble and they dont care) . my cousin even let me use his sony erricson phone for awhile (i shld have bought sony erricsson instead. roar)... but disappointment came again.
your friendship meant a lot to me, and when i smsed u yst asking if u cld go chill at night tomorrow [hid the fact that i had a bad day]... u said no, cause u had a job training. things just hit the wrong timings at the wrong day...
they went for swimming, and back. dinner was so great, and i thought the day took a turn.. and for once..
i was so fucking wrong. my steamboat/beach outing had been cancelled. plan abolished.. mission failed. so much for looking forward (whole heartedly) to something that might not happen.
so now im plan-less for the entire day, and who knows, for the entire month (since every day my plans just practically spoils). i can't stand how things keep changing so drastically.. and at times, it really hurts knowing that the ones u truely love turn and walk away. why can't i have a normal life?
if your intentions on leaving a comment is to say that i should see life differently or to make me feel more upset. .. or if your intentions is also to make me get angry/more upset at those 2 fellas... or telling me to not care about their lives and their actions...
just don't leave a damn comment, alright?
thank you.
at 9:46 AM