She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Thursday, January 11, 2007
omg. tpjc choir called, and said that everyone must re-auditioned by the conductor (yes, not the assistant but the MAIN one =\ which is pretty scary). i just hope that we can all get in & be happy. the audition's at 3.30.. and i finish school at 9.50. so 'dotdotdot' right. booo.
i wish life was just goodgoodgood and no updownupdown. yeah i know i'm being very selfish here but heck.. i'm just so tired.
*a million sighs
::re-updated @ 9.26pm::
so sick & tired. i didn't know i was limping till shuyun, sab & my choir juniors told me today. what is happening to me? =( i really don't know why my life took a turn. she is still haunting me with words.. and some ppl are getting on my nerves.. some stuff gets me agitated and a particular teacher is making me wanna bash him/her up. but the thing is if i do, all his FATS will splatter around so.. yuck =\
the lectures today was okay.. and at least i understood maths. it's so like add-maths.. yet i managed to understand. the teacher was kinda weird though. she said stuff like "my glare can kill you" and she's like one of my ex teacher who was such an environment-saving enthusiast lol. but i'm happy that i managed to understand. it wasn't that bad for today.. but i hope i can survive the rest of the topics. but who knows.. i might not even be going to jc anymore. it all depends on Os results.. which is tentative to be released on the 9th of Feb if i'm not wrong. so fast so fast!!
went with shuyun, xun & sab to 85 market for brunch.. and i had porridge. we were crapping & xun kept complaning that we leave.. so we left & headed for tampines.. afterwhich i went with sab back to shss to see the choir. i duno what to say about the choir lah.. except that they gotta rely on as much hope as they can possibly get. eeek. i just hope that they at least remain at bronze level. it'll be a miracle if they get anything with the word "gold".
sometimes, i get very tired about this particular problem which makes my life very tiring & totally screws up my main source of happiness [not counting God, he's the ultimate]. it keeps happening.. and as understanding as i can get, it's hard for me too.
i miss being so so happy-
at 7:16 PM