She's charmaine
born on 30thMay'90,
making her sweet16
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i've been so tired recently..
but thanks to hexun & shuyun for making my free breaks
between lectures fun & lame(er), as well as
for making me less sleepy & more awake
with their super lame jokes & suans.
there was this particular embarrassing incident
@ the TPJClibrary today.
i was playin with xun's w700i..
when i accidentally press the side button..
and GREAT! the music blasted at the highest volume..
and everyone STARED.
i'm sure i had a red face =x
xun, shuyun & i had a great laugh..
but i admit that i was super embarrassed.
and so i experienced 2 JC lectures today - physics & chemistry
and i realised that science is so not my type.
so i've decided that it's either poly, or jc arts. most prob poly.
cause i have no frigging interest in sciences & MATHS.
and speaking of maths, there is H2 maths lecture tmr, along with economics.
i can honestly say that i'm not looking forward to maths lecture.
thank God it's one period.
but i find economics interesting though.
and have i mentioned that one of the subject's lecturer is FRIGGING boring? =\
old men. tsk.
and oh.my.frigging.goodness.
i hate it when people [esp someone who said that to me just now]
come & tell me that poly is no good.
like slap you & burn then freeze your bones in hell lah ah.
poly is not NO good.
different people have different styles of learning.
so can't you fucking get my point?
even my parents don't say anything, so please learn by
using different type of words to replace 'bad'..
you have been highly irritating.
thank you.
and one more thing..
no matter how hard i try to love,
no matter how hard i try to live life
normally & change the way i accept your critics.
SHE never think any better of me.
so please tell me what i must do..
stop fucking saying that you're going to die.
i'm the one that is, okay?
cause i really don't know what i've done that makes you
pick on me.
out of the 6..
you love the other 5..
can't you love
me just by one bit...?
i only need some.. not a lot
im not demanding.
just let me know that
all my love i've given to you..
all the effort i've put in..
is worth it..
at 6:56 PM