Saturday, February 3, 2007
[if i havent spoken to you online between 12am to 12.30am on the 3rd of Feb.. then this is not about you. don't get the fucking wrong idea cause i'm pissed off enough. thank you.]
every second i spend typing a word onto your conversation screen makes me feel like it's not even worth it and all the more i wanna shut up.. but i gotta defend myself.. cause i can't believe that you could "teach" me about socializing when you were freaking anti social in secondary school. how could you.. [my own schoolmate, exclassmate.. and even now in the same JC as me..and even the same OG] attitude me with some of your own "theory" about attending outings.
get your facts right before shooting me, and i won't defend myself for nothing. i know your past, but i shut up. i never told anyone about your "character" and "image" in secondary school. i gave you a chance, and true enough.. you opened up and made new friends.. yeah better than the poor guy who's now not really 'enjoying his tjc life'.
but i can't belive you could actually say this to me when you're super hyped up and happy with your bunch of new found friends. i didn't even give a fuck about screwing your friendship circle like always.. i never cared about your social life, as always. BUT HOW DARE YOU FUCKING confront me and say im bad by not hanging out with you all [my OG]. im not sucha LOSER like you are.
i know you're in the same OG as me.. and that you're so glued to them.. but at least i don't stick around people.. i don't gay around just to get to them. at least i got a life in choosing my friends.. i don't go with the flow. i do what i want with my life.. unlike you. i wasn't even notified about her birthday celebration.. and in the first place, our OG was CLIQUED right from the start you fucker.. and as you could jolly well see, you were trying to suck up to the guys who are more MANLY than you are. apparently, you're not even close to MAN. don't you dare try and tell me that i'm the 'outcast' cause apparently, i know i'm NOT!
i hate it when people come to me with half facts..
cause in fact, they are mostly lies.
if you ever come and find me and lecture me about this nonsense..
you should go fucking die..
cause you havent seen the last of me.
what has happened to all the nice guys? i think nice guys are alr extinct. sobs.
nvm, i know i got one with me.. and that eases everything alr.
yeah just go die la fucker! knn.